Lost in my twenties

I'm twenty-somethings and haven't held a steady job since yesteryear and have been looking for a work for a while.  I studied fashion design and graduated 5 years ago. I really have no clue what I want to do in my life. I have so many ideas on what I might want to do that I cannot focus one and become paralyzed. I don't work towards anything I am saying, I'm a bit of a dreamer, impulsive. I used to have a good job, paid well, took a vacation twice a year but I got knackered of the same schedule 7 days a week. It's frustrating when you do get a job, half your money goes into paying off debts, the other half in insurance or the bills. That's life, isn't it? I became paranoid in social situations and anxiety got the better of me. What if someone asks what I'm doing now? I'm doing nothing! They'll judge me. I realized unemployment was greatly impacting my moods and it was making me depressed. Tho every day was a struggle but I will do all the housework, cooking by myself, practice yoga every week as I don't wanna waste any time. I  feel as a burden on my family. I feel incredibly guilty about living in their house and using their money. I should repay my parents. I've cut off from people because of their constant questioning. I don't have many friends as I'm a quiet introvert and never express my feelings. Tho I still finding my way in life.  But sometimes you have to do what you have to do, and you will live. 'Living in the moment, embrace the weirdness, do what you like to do'    'Living in the moment, embrace the weirdness, do what you like to do' That's my motto.    If you never get lost then you never get found. Moreover, I want to recommend this book, It is brilliant. It has encouraged and inspired the way that she has overcome all of these obstacles and becomes strong. I quite like these two quotes: 'Life is going to give you just what you put in it.Put your whole heart in everything you do, and pray, then you can wait.'   'If you're for the right thing, then you do it without thinking' by Maya Angelou- I Know Why The Caged Bird Sings